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Insanity is more chaotic than I thought.
We’re at the end of the first half of 2025.
This year, I have engaged in so much self-introspection that I can identify all the individual lymphocytes in my body. Heck, I know the number of hairs on my body.
I have seen the effect of the lack of a life outside one’s job. I do not recommend locking yourself inside and solely focusing on your job. I understand the concept of minding the job that pays you, but take it from me, the dues you refuse to pay to the insanity collector will come back to haunt you, terribly.
I faced the grim reaper, but this time for insanity. Forget my masquerading as an insane genius. I was young and foolish. The real insanity is from being idle and the restlessness of having nothing to do. You’ll be insane.
The jokes write themselves. I have come full circle and can only laugh at my hypocrisy. I used to be a man can be an island advocate, but if I speak.
As a self-aware person, the idleness took a toll on me. You’re conscious of your efforts, actions, thoughts, inactivity, and everything. You have so little to do you begin to find quiet for the endless traffic in your head.
There’s a bit of thrill in it. One minute, you’re overly excited from the stashed dopamine, and the next, you’re uninterested, aggressive, and the cycle continues.
What do you do in this situation? Go out and touch grass.
Grass. You go out to compete with the cows grazing the grass, and you’re reminded of how empty you are because even the cows are having fun. That’s a bad analogy.
No, the cows are in herds, so they have company. Their family is united, and they move as one unit. The greatest undoing is to be without family and idle as a former active person. It’ll drive you nuts.
In essence, live life and have fun.
Ah, you may worry. These are introspections.
Now, I have my starlight to light the darkness in my life.